new discovery~~ ebay friggin' rocks~~

lol today's ma sis' bday (younger) and i just ebayed stuff for her few days ago haha. well honestly b4 this i didnt noe i could do that for msian address too, coz i tot like, years ago when i 1st checked ebay out most of 'em didnt do deliveries to msia. but now it's like, that company itself had a branch (or was it based?) in msia so like, quite convenient and fast to ship to msia haha. well i guess u could get wat i bought easily in pyramid and stuff, but maybe not in ktn, but still easily-attainable in kl or so, but since i'm out here i cant do it in person so it obviously was a convenient feat.

and so here's the discovery. it's probably not new to many but i'd still like to share it with those who don't already noe it and are active ebayers.

1st off is to sign-up here---> BigCrumbs.com it's free obviously. i wont take to discount offers that requires u to PAY b4 u get a discount coz it's just so pointless ==

next u just bookmark a link given to u, which directs u to ebay THRU BigCrumbs.com, meaning u're purchasing ebay stuff and that purchase will be recorded/tracked back to ur BigCrumbs account.

after u made ur payment on ebay, the transaction will be recorded in ur BigCrumbs account, and 36% of the watever fees will be cashed back to watever account u linked to ur BigCrumbs account (e.g: paypal, debit card, blah)

so in other words it's like u get a discount for every purchase u made thru ebay. the NET discounted value for the TOTAL price of the item would come to...4-5% of the price of the item, i'd say, it's just roughly calculated from my past purchase records. well yeah it aint much but i'd do this for all my future purchases since it practically means i get 4-5% discount everytime i buy thru this method.

well so yeah, thr u hv it, i kinda stumbled across this thing and thought it was not bad so imma reco it to u guys haha. alrite then, back to studies now, laterz~

NEW SONG! (or at least, new song written 0.o)

muwahahhahaha yewah as the title says i've got another new song written, actually it's been around a month dy gua...few weeks. just suddenly got feel to write out here abit 'bout the song hahaha.

I WANNA PERFORM IN PUB/CAFE FO' MONEH.

(random post ^)

nyway, yeah i've wrote a new song urmh...this one's abit special in comparison to the previous shitz since i've had help on this song from KOHEI-KUN~~ my jap friend hehe.

yeah so this song's gonna be abit standard-like, aint that long as the previous 2 recently...and it's got friggin' JAPS in it hahaha i hope it wont sound weird when I sing it lol but kohei said i sang (pronounced+sing = prosing?) the phrases correctly. oh well that's a given since i've listened to countless anime blabbers for a few years ANYWAY.

anyway. yeah. the title will be....undecided, i really hvnt had any ideas wat to title this shit. thisis the 1st time i've not tot of the title before/while composing, and that's partly coz i'm in a bind of naming it the japanese phrase used or wat. so let's just leave it at that since i aint gonna record pretty soon ( i think? dunno, things gettin' heavier lately and will get shitty in a few days.)

nyway as i said earlier i just felt like writtin' this shit out here i duno y just ON A WHIM lol but i do hope i could produce a good demo ver. fo' this one since i really wanna record in studio one day LOL.

the song was written on a chilly nite after i returned from pacing around blackburn road and some residential area around thr (~40mins total or more i forgot i think it's 1hr? lol nyway) lol nyway i wuz mostly inspired by the nitetime surrounding feel when strolling down that road and of course thinking 'bout things i shudnt think of. isit? dunno not so sure but yeah it's quite a feelin' and i just penned those stuff down the moment i got back to my room haha.

OKLA THAT'S ALL FOR NOW BULLCRAP TOO MUCH NOT GOOD FOR HEALTH ALSO once in a while is OKAY~says the coctor. woops typo. or not? LATERZ JYA NE MAGGOTS!

OKAY releasing a song i wrote and recorded a few months ago.

Aite as the title itself says, i'm releasin' a song that i wrote like, 3 months ago? and recorded around that time too. this is one of 'em "swift songs" that i wrote so like, i dunno but i quite like the melody of this one as well, but it's QUITE SLOW AND LONG for a song, so u guys might get bored hearing it.

anyway, details on the song:

Song Title: Somebody Loves You.
Composed by: Kopidog (of coz)
Instruments: Acoustic guitar (for now)

Other details:

This song well, was written fo' summat la, so u could call this erm...a REAL song LOL. yeah. i had the feel and thought i should direct the sudden rush of FEEL into song-writing lol. and, here u hv the song.

well the song was initially written and recorded to comply to some plans, which did NOT work out, so here we hv the residues of the song 0.o

since i was like, i had to finalise the song soon during that time for various reasons, it's like...not in its best form i guess u could say. i CAN record a better version. but that's not gonna happen soon since i'll be busy with studies 0.o so i hope it wont suck too much for yo ears~lol.

alrite then, lyrics of the song:

You, are the reason I lie awake,
every night on my bed pondering,
'bout the dreams that I wish to bring to life...

You, are the reason I stay wide awake,
at this hour of dawn wondering,
how to keep up with things and to stay alive...

You, make me wanna give it a try,
make me wanna show you my heart,
even if it makes a fool out of me.

And you, make me wanna be with you, until i die.
But for that you need to open your heart,
to the dreams I'm 'bout to let you see...

Well I don't know what will come in the future,
but I do know that I love you so.
And for that alone, I will endure,
all the pain in the world so you know-

That you're the one that I want in my past,
in my present, my future, in my life.
But for now it seems, you don't understand,
how my love for you is real...

And it cuts me like a knife.

You, are the person I chose to give,
everything that I have in my life,
just to trade for a smile on your face, eternally...

You, are the person I chose to believe,
that will be the one in my life,
who would always be there by my side, constantly...

You, gave me strength to get right up,
gave me reason to hold on tight,
to the promise I made to you, that you don't care.

And you, make me never wanna think, of giving up.
So please keep me close by showing me light,
and to say the things that I've never dared...

I know the odds of us being together,
right now is less than the stars on cloudy nights.
But I can't deny what I feel for you,
all I know is that I want you so badly-

'Till it hurts me so deeply whenever,
I try to hold you but never had the rights.
though you're close to me, it can never reach you,
all the feelings I've got stuck in my heart...

Kills me endlessly~

What can I do to reach your heart,
have you ever thought of walking out,
of that castle you built all around your heart?
Do you wanna take a stroll...with me?

And no matter what, I want you to know,
somebody loves you, loves you, yeah~
So open your eyes, show me your heart...

And I will show you...how Somebody Loves You.

~~somebody loves you...from the bottom of his heart~~

~~his sad, sad heart~~

::END OF LYRICS::

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AFTERWORD:

Yeah this song's like, OMG TOTALLY FRIGGIN' EMO i noe. but it's written when i was well....in love i guess. yeah but nvm those days are gone now so i'd just like to listen back to this song and appreciate the fact that i SUCCEEDED on writing a song with this sort of melody lol.

it's wat happened then that made wat we hv now.

so i'd like to appreciate the fact that i did FALL in love and write this song.

HOPE YE GUYS ENJOYED IT TOO! haha.

Kopidog - Anew

:::MOVED FROM kopidog!:::
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Well this is probably the 2nd FAKE song that i wrote, the 1st one being "blue ribbon". FAKE as in the lyrics are like....not real loh. like, when i write songs i usually write my feelings in it, or maybe happenings, thoughts, past or future punya stuff, a real story, or stuff, but FAKE songs are like....the lyrics are produced by FEEL but are not real as in it didnt happen or is not wat i feel, it's more like....these lyrics are produced just for certain specific reasons.

for example, blue ribbon was composed solely for competition purposes, rhythm was composed by feel, but then lyrics was extracted from one of jia's poems, only modified alot and added in with more complications, happenings and stuff, to make it more like a song's lyrics.

as for this new song "Anew", only verse 1 and chorus 1 are true, other than them are all just MADE THIS WAY FOR THE SAKE OF THE SONG.

it's like, from verse 2 onwards, lyrics were produced just for making the song how it goes now, all those emo-ness, happenings, story, is just produced for the song's sake LOL. i dunno if y'all will like buy or get wat i'm talkin' bout but like, the lyrics are damn rite emo (u'll noe when u see it) but i made it that way for the...fun of it i guess? and of course for rhyming purposes, adjustments for the song, stuff like that.

but of course the main theme was inspired on real story. only inspired, other than that are fabrications.

well that being said i hope u guys will enjoy it la dunno la see how la.

Lyrics.

Verse 1:

I thought I'd said these stuff before,
something about fallin' in love no more,
'coz i know the way they end,
always screwin' up 'till the end.

Maybe I'm just not up for it,
maybe I'm just not fit for it.
The end has already come to mind
before I even dare to try.

But then you came into view.
And you gave me feel.
But whenever I think I should try,
my heart starts to ask me "why?"

Chorus 1:

Why am I so weak inside,
always seeking a place to hide?
From the scenes where I have been,
from the pain that I have seen.

Why do I keep running away,
from the things she's got to say?
Am I afraid to face the truth,
or is it just too much to lose?

If I gave it in to you,
would I be able to start anew?

**From here on everything is written just for the song. inspired by my story but not real.**

Verse 2:

I thought she gave it up before,
something about keeping it up no more,
because of that we had to end,
what I thought would never end.

Baby, I'm just not up for you.
Baby, I'm just not fit for you.
The end will forever be the same
as long as you play it like a game.

But then you shed some tears.
And I start to fear.
What if i've got it all wrong this time?
What if this was a chance of a lifetime?

Chorus2:

Why can't I just leave them all,
behind my back where they belong?
All the tears you've brought to my eyes,
all the lonely nights colder than ice.

Why do I keep pondering how
will it end this time around?
Am I afraid of what will be,
or is it the past that weakens me?

Will I ever be with you,
if I opted to start anew?

Bridge:

How can you ask me to start it all over again?
How could you do this shit so casually?
How could you not see how it will kill me again?
How could you not remember how you did it all to me, so elatedly?

Ending:

Why would I just give it to you,
like I always would since i met you?
I have cried a sea of tears,
for the sake of you my dear.

Just when I thought you had left,
and while I'm pickin' up what's left...

You turn around and smile to me,
making my heart flip three-sixty...

And ask me "Baby, if you will,
would you choose to start anew?"

**End**

Other details:

wrote this song somewhre around last year Aug - Sept before i went off to 1-month-study-trip to GJC SP. Verse 1 and chorus 1 were composed together one night when i had the feel, then left at it since ran outta ilham liao by the time i finished. The next parts of the song were written 'bout a week or 2 after the 1st part. that's y 1 part can be real but the other fake LOL.

i dunno y i made the song the way i made it...guess it just happened that way according to feel 0.o and so yeah...i do hope maybe some of y'all enjoyed it even abit LOL.

and if u do think it's worth promoting, reco this link for others to visit bah haha~

Introduction...

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ok i made this blog to post any records made/will make in the future.

so that archiving of the records will be easier.

from now on kopidog! will be for BLOGS and kopidog2! will be for records lol.

laterz~