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Well this is probably the 2nd FAKE song that i wrote, the 1st one being "blue ribbon". FAKE as in the lyrics are like....not real loh. like, when i write songs i usually write my feelings in it, or maybe happenings, thoughts, past or future punya stuff, a real story, or stuff, but FAKE songs are like....the lyrics are produced by FEEL but are not real as in it didnt happen or is not wat i feel, it's more like....these lyrics are produced just for certain specific reasons.
for example, blue ribbon was composed solely for competition purposes, rhythm was composed by feel, but then lyrics was extracted from one of jia's poems, only modified alot and added in with more complications, happenings and stuff, to make it more like a song's lyrics.
as for this new song "Anew", only verse 1 and chorus 1 are true, other than them are all just MADE THIS WAY FOR THE SAKE OF THE SONG.
it's like, from verse 2 onwards, lyrics were produced just for making the song how it goes now, all those emo-ness, happenings, story, is just produced for the song's sake LOL. i dunno if y'all will like buy or get wat i'm talkin' bout but like, the lyrics are damn rite emo (u'll noe when u see it) but i made it that way for the...fun of it i guess? and of course for rhyming purposes, adjustments for the song, stuff like that.
but of course the main theme was inspired on real story. only inspired, other than that are fabrications.
well that being said i hope u guys will enjoy it la dunno la see how la.
Lyrics.
Verse 1:
I thought I'd said these stuff before,Chorus 1:
something about fallin' in love no more,
'coz i know the way they end,
always screwin' up 'till the end.
Maybe I'm just not up for it,
maybe I'm just not fit for it.
The end has already come to mind
before I even dare to try.
But then you came into view.
And you gave me feel.
But whenever I think I should try,
my heart starts to ask me "why?"
Why am I so weak inside,**From here on everything is written just for the song. inspired by my story but not real.**
always seeking a place to hide?
From the scenes where I have been,
from the pain that I have seen.
Why do I keep running away,
from the things she's got to say?
Am I afraid to face the truth,
or is it just too much to lose?
If I gave it in to you,
would I be able to start anew?
Verse 2:
I thought she gave it up before,Chorus2:
something about keeping it up no more,
because of that we had to end,
what I thought would never end.
Baby, I'm just not up for you.
Baby, I'm just not fit for you.
The end will forever be the same
as long as you play it like a game.
But then you shed some tears.
And I start to fear.
What if i've got it all wrong this time?
What if this was a chance of a lifetime?
Why can't I just leave them all,Bridge:
behind my back where they belong?
All the tears you've brought to my eyes,
all the lonely nights colder than ice.
Why do I keep pondering how
will it end this time around?
Am I afraid of what will be,
or is it the past that weakens me?
Will I ever be with you,
if I opted to start anew?
How can you ask me to start it all over again?Ending:
How could you do this shit so casually?
How could you not see how it will kill me again?
How could you not remember how you did it all to me, so elatedly?
Why would I just give it to you,**End**
like I always would since i met you?
I have cried a sea of tears,
for the sake of you my dear.
Just when I thought you had left,
and while I'm pickin' up what's left...
You turn around and smile to me,
making my heart flip three-sixty...
And ask me "Baby, if you will,
would you choose to start anew?"
Other details:
wrote this song somewhre around last year Aug - Sept before i went off to 1-month-study-trip to GJC SP. Verse 1 and chorus 1 were composed together one night when i had the feel, then left at it since ran outta ilham liao by the time i finished. The next parts of the song were written 'bout a week or 2 after the 1st part. that's y 1 part can be real but the other fake LOL.
i dunno y i made the song the way i made it...guess it just happened that way according to feel 0.o and so yeah...i do hope maybe some of y'all enjoyed it even abit LOL.
and if u do think it's worth promoting, reco this link for others to visit bah haha~
